LYRICS

FORBIDDEN LOVE
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

We did it all together
I did it all to get her

All I did was for myself
All I wanted was to feel again

How this forbidden love always turne me on
And all of this I hide from you

Nothing's the same since you called yesterday
How could I miss all the clues?

Now I'm crying for our love ruined
I feel I did this to you. Is this what I wanted?

RAIN PAINT
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

Gave all I had to see you for a while
My love I gave away in a second

It forever rains
the tears of longing and regret
Forever engraves
the vision of the time when we met

It forever rains
the tears of longing and regret
Forever paints
a portrait of the time when we met

Take me away. I see tears with every smile
All a delusion. Our Kisses weren't true

DEATH DRIVE & FEAR
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

As I pass these corners they watch me again
Useless, bored, they want me dead

But amazing, amusig
My muse has nothing new with no surprises

There's a thousand faces behind every door
And a million more in every corridor
How do I blend in, in all this mess? *

And all of 'em that don't know me, they are out to get me
And all of 'em that don't know me, they are mt enemies

* by Jape Nummenpää

SLEEPING BEAUTY
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

Did I let you keep dreaming
when you should have gone?
Did I say you have to go?
Was I trying to wake you up?
Did I let the sun burn your eyes
in the morning, when the sun had risen?
Or did I say, just keep dreaming?
I said bye, you said goodbye.

Shall I let myself defeat you?
Shall I make your life go down?
Shall I tear the tears from you?
Make you cry when the sun goes down?

Did I hold you like a flower
or did I break your fragile heart?
Did I love with the same passion
or did I feel only myself?
Did I guide you where you wanted
and did I ever let you down?
Did I love with the same passion
or did I feel only myself?

I'll cry when the sun goes down
Break when the sun goes down

MISS SPRING
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

You have changed all here
The spring you heal
Although it feels good
She's gone she's left me

All is nothing but a memory
A remedy left in me
Over a year. Over half
Over winter everlast

I reached out too late...
In a hurry I thought time was enough...
I have to bury my feelings. Only things left in me

Your broken heart is harrow now but I'll save the pieces
This is tearing out my heart althought I know
I'll see you again

I'll stich up your heart from the pisces I collect
In a tulip crust I dance, in your mind
Make a promise, commit it. All I know already
Be only mine. That you never was

For even once let me feel that you are mine forever
Miss spring I love you
Could bI be yours forever or even entreat forever
Miss spring I love you

I have changed nothing here
No spirit to heal
Reverence, your heart-devotion
is something I need

Secret pact, follow the secret path
Nothing's precise
Over a year. Over half
Over winter everlast

RAVEN NEVERMORE
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

Need time to figure out a way to die
Land here. Rest a while
Now your burden's mine

On me, you sleep, your claws, I bleed
Cuddle and with a smile I let you sleep

You sleep. As the tranquil night cries its restless
The gaze, the strangled eyes. The night is ruthless

Need time to figure out a way to die
And here ends you life
Your death's mine to hold

On me, you bleed, your mind, empty
In me, you see your last enemy

You sleep a tranquil death. Cries the soul deceived
Strangled on your bed years have dented

FREEZES DAY
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

Freezes day of ending smiles
The one that gave time
And made our love failing

To ash I blow seeking for a last spark
The warmth of fire, feeling of yesterday
I think I can leave all this

To rapture, to burn out
Exhausts the time of love
Is my choise conclusive?
Who do you yearn for? It's a crime to entreat you
Feel me, take me for real
Answer love with yours
and look bashfully

To a terrors hut I drag you.
In field of fear will I rest at ease?
or scream in pain?
Expressions tell the truth
Do I want to keep on whats me
and to scream in pain?

Cease days of ending lies
The ones that I hide
that made our love fading

Fright of life, balance of terror
Of us weak and bashful
Did I break you with words too evil?
Can I have you or even entreat forever?

Draws near end of lives
This time no one cries
No emotions, unfeeling
We all know it's time to leave

Draws away our dearest shore
Made a descent landfall
Life's end lays unrevealed
Doors left open...

LOOSE AND OVER
(music and lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)

A pair of hands want to choke me to death
Paralyze my head

I feel like I am writing a book
A book for no one
It feels like time is geting loose
Loose and over

I write down what isn't me

A pair of eyes want to see me cry
But do my eyes want to cry?

I feel like I'm nothing to you
Nothing at all

It feels like time is getting loose
Loose and over