LYRICS

KINGDOM OF DECEIT
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

Everything changes…
But it seems all the same

Another day
Another fight
Who cares what’s wrong or right?
Another chain
Another wall
How can I face this penance alone?

Each step gets closer to the edge

Once again I wonder
Would I change a think at all?
Would I?
Bring me back home

Another door
Another jail
Please tell me of my real place
Another promise
Another failure
Another bastard becomes my saviour

Each step gets closer to the edge

Once again I wonder
Could I leave it all behind?
Could I?
Bring me back home

I have seen deamons judge
I have seen angels fall
All the justice in the world

I have heard lies that are true
I have seen friends come and go
And I don’t care this world anymore

Sometimes I wonder
Could you really decide your fate?
Tell me
Haven’t you ever wondered the same?
Tell me
Haven’t you ever wondered the same?
Tell me

HOARDER OF ILLUSIONS
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

Haunting blights shall cling to me
I cannot rid my mind
I bustled through the years
The torment builds inside

Devour my broken flesh now
The bait that you crave
A wretch longing for his nest
And yet afraid
The bait that you crave
The bait that you crave

You jeered at my desires
For years my anger coiled
Sometimes it makes me sad
I wonder why my wits get spoilt
Did you serve or yoke me?

I used to find no consolation
I burned with shame and held my peace
I can’t wait here forever
Takin’ time to heal my broken memories

Wilt thou forget the darker hours?
Wilt thou forget all the hard days?

Hoarder of illusions
Hoarder of illusions

I should have lived forever
But you taunted me for long
I could only run or hide
And the guts always churn

Devour my broken flesh now
The bait that you crave
A wretch longing for his nest
And yet afraid
The bait that you crave
The bait that you crave

I grew beyond the need of you
Dull colours for a dying blend
It’s so depressing here
New things grow old at length
Did you serve or yoke me?

I used to find no consolation
I burned with shame and held my peace
I can’t wait here forever
Takin’ time to heal my broken memories

I may not gaze on what I was
The voice of glee is hush’d now
Rents widen with time
Rents widen with time

The golden moments are gone
I cannot share but wear the chain
Tell me just what my life means
Each day another wish wanes
FARE THEE WELL FLAIL WEILDER
THIS LIFE BECOMES MY UNWEPT GRAVE
YOU’LL FADE AT LAST
AND CEASE TO INFECT MY BRAIN

COLD WINTER NIGHTS
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

Sitting by the bed
Never thought I’d feel like this
I’m tired of waiting for tomorrow to come
maybe I ain’t young anymore
I don’t know what’s going on with my mind
Everybody’s got a secret and that’s a fact
I can’t blame it all on me[x2]

I’ll never be the answers
But I can still win the race

There are no unsaleable dreams
There are no miracles here[x2]
Everything dies to reborn weaker
I’m sick of sittin’ round here[x2]
There’s another dance
And another wild ride outside[x2]

Don’t you feel like you’re a stranger
In the streets of this town[x2]

We’ve got so much life to live
I wish you’d understand
I need you darling
And I know just what I’m here for
I been watching you awhile
Baby I can’t let you go
No matter where she sleeps tonight
You know I’ll find you somehow
You need someone[x2]
who cares about you
We can swear forever friends
Cause baby we are all just scared riders
On this train

ALONE AGAIN
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

All the tears we shed
All the pain we felt
One day it come back twice
I’ve been bluesed
I’ve been swindled
Now I show you my real face

No shelter do I seek
We were meant to be…
Meant to be as one!
No shelter do I seek
I just want you to know…
…to know who I am!
You said “lean on me”
But you’re not there!

SOLO

Like the novocaine temptation
Like the constant sense of anguish
Like my whimsical frustration…
You could only let it be!

The sound of your tears…
…the sound of mine
This pain…
That steals your voice
In the silent halls of none

A fine day to begin again?
The best way to recoil again
X2

I’m nothing I’m nothing
I bring everything to nought…
I’m nothing I’m nothing
I bring everything to nought
Alone and bak’d with frost
In a dyng nuance of colours
I’m nothing i’m nothing everything to nought

I’m nothing I’m nothing
I bring everything to nought
I’m nothing I’m nothing
I bring everything to nought
No peace for the weaker
No burial for the drown’d
Alone again
I’m nothing everything to nought

Crying a river
I shall drink nought but brine

AIN'T NO WORLD
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

On many an eve
On many a day
I shunned your claws
Estranged and pale

I smell your foul now
Can’t smother the wail
Sranded and lone now
Estinguish’d not decay

On every wrinkle
On every limb
The marks of struggle
The boast in dream

Scars of defeat now
Can’t rest in peace
Chasm of anguish now
And I shiver on the brink

You blister me all over
But I wont fall apart
You are scaring me not
For why should I mourn for the past?

Hast thou forget my pain?
Art thou cruel enough?
Make me roar again
‘till the lymph
of thy giving hath gush’d

I ought to quit my place of birth
Can’t cry on more
Can’t forget nor bend to you
Maybe I always knew

Had I been only dust
Had I been only nothing
Crooked game on life

Harmless in the halflight
Somehow I was lost
Witness to the wreckage of my goals
I grew weaker
As you grew stronger
For what is it all, but being trodden

Had I been only dust
Had I been only nothing
Crooked game on life

Harmless in the halflight
Somehow I was lost
Witness to the wreckage of my goals
I grew weaker
As you grew stronger
For what is it all, but being trodden

In this world the groan itself
Is nothing and there
Ain’t no world but this one
The groan itself
Is nothing and there
Ain’t no world

Why should I be afraid
Be afraid to cry?
My spirits are nimble
Regain this over tortured clay

No days more dear
Too late to turn back time
Wilt thou go whit me?
Leave all the darken’d light behind

PAST THE MID ROUTE
(music by Hrive)

(instrumental)

BEREFT
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

You strive to flatter first
Then you strive to flail
So silent now, the last attack
In wrath your wile is veil’d

Plea of livin’ must fall
Your earliest unarmed prey
Ensnared in your cobweb
Even fiend shall rot away

Dying spark of darker abyss
Forever shining dreadly nigh
Black slime of meanest maggot
Ain’t no other WORM
NOR OTHER WRETCH
NOR OTHER DOG SO VILE

…Never ‘gainst thee shall thy hangers on rebel…

A mask of mud, a scale of hell
Thy soul welter in its crust
The dictatorship you establish
It rose and set not to the last

Lawns of throes everywhere
To raped millions I’m one the more
In silence we bleed, we grieve
You rule the LANDS
AND RULE THE HEARTS
YOU SERVED BEFORE

…There’s many a pang to pursue these aching legs…

TOOLS IN YOUR HANDS
TOOLS IN YOUR HANDS WE ARE

SWORN ENEMIES
SWORN VICTIMS
OF THE MEAN RULER
TOOLS IN YOUR HANDS FOREVER

Dying spark of darker abyss
Forever shining dreadly nigh
Black slime of meanest maggot
Ain’t no other WORM
NOR OTHER WRETCH
NOR OTHER DOG SO VILE

…Never ‘gainst thee shall thy hangers on rebel…
NOTHING CAN LURE ME
NOTHING CAN LURE MY MIND
I AIN’T GONNA TELL YOU
AIN’T GONNA TELL WHAT’S RIGHT
CAN’T STOP YELLING
CAN’T STOP HOWLING IN PAIN

NONE REMAINED
ONLY YOUR STENCH REMAINS THE SAME
THE VICTIM STILL
THE TOKEN OF YOUR WICKED DEEDS
A WORLD TO ROAM THROUGH
A WORLD TO STEER AND SINK BENEATH

THE MURKIEST DEN
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

Have you ever had a dream
Or something to believe in?
We are such stuff
As dreams are made on
What you loathe
Is what you get.
In joy and grief
Each time the same
The road goes on forever
And it’s…an uphill run
What’s bothering you?
Wherefore weep you?
What’s wrong whit you?
Wherefore weep you?
Ain’t nothing you can do
Bear up against
What should ensue

IN THE COLD NIGHT
I CRY OUT YOUR NAME
IN JOY AND GRIEF
EACH TIME THE SAME
THOU DOST ME YET
BUT LITTLE HARM
OH MY DARLING
WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME

Such as thou art
Were my passions long
Come on lover
Be anything but don’t be gone

Deeper and deeper I sink
Miles and miles apart
Canst thou bring me to
The murkiest den of your heart?

WHAT YOU WANT / IS WHAT YOU NEED
BUT YOU DARE NOT TAKE / WHAT YOU SHALL DIE TO WANT
HUG YOUR BELIEFS / THOU SHALT ERE LONG BE FREE
OR SHALL / MAKE IT CHIDE THEE

ALONE AGAIN REMIX
(music by Hrive / lyrics by Daheven)

(remix by RICHTER 8.8)